August – The Pressure

At the beginning of the month, I made the decision to give into my wildest dreams. It’s only a dream because I’ve procrastinated doing this for years. But since I’ve put myself on this “flexible” timeline to do this “thing”, the pressure is on. I’ve shared this “thing” with a few folks but since, some have inquired about my steps and sharing suggestions that I really don’t want. That’s the thing about pressure, I truthfully want to do this at the pace that works best for me. Because of this a huge part of me is in a constant state of anxiety and I’ve committed to attending the gym or riding my bike two/three times a week because it’s the only thing that seems to cool my nerves. Sis (I am Sis) has a limited support system and needs to find alternatives that assist with this “thing”. Continue reading “August – The Pressure”