August – The Pressure

At the beginning of the month, I made the decision to give into my wildest dreams. It’s only a dream because I’ve procrastinated doing this for years. But since I’ve put myself on this “flexible” timeline to do this “thing”, the pressure is on. I’ve shared this “thing” with a few folks but since, some have inquired about my steps and sharing suggestions that I really don’t want. That’s the thing about pressure, I truthfully want to do this at the pace that works best for me. Because of this a huge part of me is in a constant state of anxiety and I’ve committed to attending the gym or riding my bike two/three times a week because it’s the only thing that seems to cool my nerves. Sis (I am Sis) has a limited support system and needs to find alternatives that assist with this “thing”. Continue reading “August – The Pressure”

XXX + one day

DSC_8028I created this post about 10 different times between my laptop and the notes section in my iPhone. Trying to be as transparent as possible without getting into the semantics I started to type about. All the love, loss, grief, sorrow, sadness, the things not easily forgettable about my twenties. You know, the hard lessons that still come up every few years that you need to teach yourself how to cope with based on the new you? Yeah that kind of stuff. Continue reading “XXX + one day”