XXX + one day

I created this post about 10 different times between my laptop and the notes section in my iPhone. Trying to be as transparent as possible without getting into the semantics I started to type about. All the love, loss, grief, sorrow, sadness, the things not easily forgettable about my twenties. You know, the hard lessons that still come up every few years that you need to teach yourself how to cope with based on the new you? Yeah that kind of stuff.

So maybe I’ll say this while letting this Mexico sun graze through the windows and listen to the birds chirp outside my door, I’m in a different space. This last year of transition has taught me more about the hidden truths (this is a 360 moment). The things I once feared or couldn’t see, I WANT NOW! Stuff like motherhood, partnership (I’m still debating marriage but not opposed – love is love to me), finally putting this move into action (I cannot wait to tell y’all the wild turn of events), financial freedom (sorta because I haven’t purchased a house yet), and so much more.

It’s only right to expound on this new level of growth I feel in my body. It’s like the universe is telling me that something big is about to happen and I’m ready for it. Maybe it’s the drive, the extra push, the motivation, the passion, the consequence, the determination, or the time, but I think this decade is about to be good to me. I’ve never had a birthday this fulfilling, can’t wait for the years to come.

Before I go, one for the kids, Lauren, and forever #TMC Nip.