I have learned a lot. There were many tears because a lot has happened. I thank God for all the tears. There were days I thought I was possibly suffering from depression. One minute I was up and the next I wasn’t sure if I’d be happy again. But I had a lot of support and encouragement. I have been blessed with an amazing friend that I was able to share the year with. Someone who changed my life drastically. I am forever indebted to them for their patience. This year has been tough.
There were nights I didn’t have dinner. There were days I didn’t have a dollar. But there were friends who feed me, and provided what they could. I thought I was losing out on fun because of the lack of funds. Although, I started a new job with a higher salary than my last. Things were difficult but it was a change that I am happy about. I needed it. And this is only the beginning.
Despite the difficulties of life and love, I have learned to let go, to communicate more, something’s I cannot control, its okay to be sad, its okay to be disappointed, its okay to love and not receive love, your family isn’t your burden, and always love yourself more. There is much more to say but these notions define the trials and tribulations of my year.
2016 resolutions, yes I do resolutions,
Drink more water
If I don’t like it, I will say so
Lose 10 to 15 more pounds
Save more money
Finish spring semester smoothly
Take a trip for my birthday (currently planning)
Be more active on my blog
Tell the people I love that I love them
Give love one more try
This may seem simple but its not! There will be days when it will be tough again. But we choose the energy that we bring into our world. I am no longer letting unwanted energy come in the way of my happiness.
Happy New Year!