I’m a hot mess sorry. I haven’t written a post since May and for reasons I couldn’t begin to state. But I’m back and I’m here to stay. I wouldn’t want to use my blog to complain about every day things in my life, although I should use my blog for my personal reason, but I’ve learned over the last couple of months that somethings are better left unsaid. I come to realize that it is absolutely okay to completely cut people off, say no, ignore calls, when I’m upset keep it to myself, treat myself, go out more, and be more about me! I’ve been through some tough times these last few weeks. I’ve reconnected with some old friends, made new ones, and lost some.
Just these past few weeks have made me a much better person regardless the circumstance. Its just a part of my hiding. So please bare with me things will be much different believe me. I’ve been checking on all of you. I have a lot more to come loves! Summer is here!
Those who work the five day work like I do, We sure hate Monday’s. But at least my weekend was beautiful! With this up and down New York City weather it makes my weekends amazing until we get some snow.
To Update some… Yes yall our home girl Beyonce had her baby! Blue Ivy. Congrats Girl!!!! Remember my baby shower gift LOL. We shout out to her, Mr. Carter, and Baby Carter.
Well to make my Monday a little better Love and Hip Hop is on tonight. That will add some excitement until next weekend. But I have some opinions about last nights show of Mob Wives. I’m not a reality TV junkie but somethings I will watch and this show has caught me for a loop. Is it just me? Drita is a mess. I’m not feeling her. And whether or not Karen claims where the situation stands about friendship, you couldn’t marry my ex of 7 years and not tell me. They were still friends just grew apart. We all have those friends that we were close to and things happened through out the years. That’s pretty much what happened. So WHAT if Karen was cheating on him, that’s not your damn business but you fell in love with my ex and married him and couldn’t find a way to tell me all this? I should have been on that show. I would’ve threw her off the roof myself. I’m exaggerating. But I can be wrong maybe?
What do you feel about the Drita and Karen situation?
Although I’m at work on my Thanksgiving (I gotta do what I gotta do), its an OK day for fall.
This has to be the one thing that I love about living in New York City, the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade. Although in all my years in NYC I’ve never physically gone to any of the parades, I can still see it on TV 🙂 . I really have a strong dislike for crowds. I can tolerate them but I avoid it as much as I can.
Like all the past years, I don’t have the turkey and stuffing in my home, but we do have the Oxtail. 🙂 I know I love my Oxtail. My parents being from the Caribbean and all, I had no choice growing up.
It isn’t all about the food like most people make it. It’s about the connection with other people. I’m big on holidays; Valentine’s, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Birthday, Anniversary, Cinco De Mayo, etc. LOL. Like I use to tell my previous beau, “I love you, and I know you love me, but you don’t show me love 365 days like you should so show it on the holidays.” Although I don’t want to make an excuse for the obvious, we don’t see our families so often so we make holidays the reason. And that’s just fine with me!
I’ve loved and I’ve lost. I’ve seen many family members disappear out of my life and it’s fine because I am truly thankful for the ones that have stayed and the new ones that have appeared. I’m blessed with all of my stresses and struggles. God gave me life and I’m living!
What are you thankful for?