YEAR 31 |

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04-11-2020

Weeks before the shutdown I canceled my session with my photographer. I wasn’t 100% about what I wanted my 31st year of life photo to be. I knew I wasn’t happy about the flow out of my 30th year but struggled to admit it. For the life of me, I can never just follow my gut sometimes. Over the last year, I was seeing something through while running the risk of potentially damaging whatever faith I had left. I may not write everything on paper but I sure as hell SCREAM it into the universe. God has never failed me, but I keep battling my journey with his path (think about that). Continue reading YEAR 31 |

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IMG_4039This was 9:20 AM. The rarest thing I’ve seen in my life here in NYC. Every day I’ve come to my financial district office to wait on the telecommute plan to be updated, officially reinstated today. I’ve worn sneakers every day, my hair is either in a curly bun or left out, the least I can do for my face is ensure I’m moisturized, and I actually brought tea to work every day (again). I totally forgot to give the breakfast cart guy $20 (that’s how he makes a living) this morning but the lord understood my heart. I’ve walked the slowest I’ve ever walked to the train leaving work every evening since Monday. Continue reading Currently

Currently

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They said I would lose sleep since the time changed, NOPE! I’ve had the unwanted pleasure of waking up at 6:30 AM for the last two weeks; including weekends and nights I take sleep aids. Although I have something very important to write and submit, I wanted to chat a little on the blog today. The previous post tells you enough about “what the hell is going on?”; trying to think ahead, since I spend most of my quiet time dwelling about my new normal and what I should had done differently. Continue reading Currently