Category: Life

Day 6 of Honesty

Reality, 
The problem with reality is that no one ever takes the time to see reality for what it is. As I grow, I realize that some people seek potential in others before seeing the reality. What I’ve come to realize is that I do the same thing too. 

Day 6 of honesty, I need to see the reality in you before your potential.

Day 5 of Honesty

The Crisis,
Source


It’s been the official QUARTER LIFE CRISIS as of April 11th. I made it to 25! No drama, no major setbacks except for my degree, and I enjoyed the start of my year. But there’s some missing factors that just keep nagging me like,
  • no relationship 
  • no husband
  • no baby
  • no apartment
  • still with my parents
  • my career is unsettling
  • I don’t have my degree
  • New York is too damn expensive.
Might I interject, The no relationship does not phase me because I can care less, neither does the husband part because its my family’s wedding not mine, and the baby I CAN WAIT! Only God knows when those events are to happen so I’m not pushing those particular subjects.
However, my family and their oh so traditional ways are pushing these subjects. All I know is that I am in limbo! I don’t like it. I want a lot and I’m just not sure where to begin. Everyone around my age, including my blogging idols are stressed with this damn year 25. I need a vacation!

Day 5 of Honesty, The Crisis, give me an epiphany or hurry to 26 because I’m tired of you!

Day 4 of Honesty

Patience,
This may be one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to incorporate into my life. Somedays patience just doesn’t exist. My personality is so smooth and underlining that you’d think I can handle most anything.
A friend of mine said to me today, it takes but one smart ass remark for me to jump the gun. I go from 0 to 60 in under 10 seconds. Ready to drop F-bombs and Mother-f*king grenades. But I know that its not attractive. I know that I need to better myself and learn to let some shit fly.

Day 4 of Honesty, quick and simple, Amanda patience is KEY!